Being a Sea.belt

I am the seatbelt
For the adorable demon
With the merciful pacifier
Not exactly fulfilling its covenant
To Pacify.

Yet I feel the childs
Laugh in my hands
And my lightmare becomes
a goal worth fulfilling
To Dream.

The conductor sounds his call
From Front to Caboose and the child
Tries to unbuckle
My hands to satisfy his unfulfilled dream
To Explore.

But I am too busy
Exploring the need of safety
To allow the child to jump and grow.
I am too selfish
To pacify my own dream to explore.

Because I want to do the growing.